Chello again!

Well, the relatives have finally left so I can get back to my regimen. Yay!!

I called Mistress Cecilia today and she rightly upbraided me for not keeping in touch and not finding the time to do my daily assignments and working toward my goal of becoming a strawberry blonde, cock-sucking bimbo.  I need to be more serious about this if I truly want to express Tanya more in my life.

That said, I am sitting here wearing panties under my “drabs” and working on part of my regimen (ie, writing a blog entry).  What are my assignments? Easy. I have to wear panties every day, as much as possible.  Not necessiarily 24/7 but at least once a day. I have to masturbate “like a girl” while wearing them. Whatever cum I produce, has to be licked off my dildo, that I also have to practice my cocksucking skills on. Oh, yes, and I have to watch porn on redtube.com (not Redbook–silly bimbo!) and fantasize about beng the girl (~never~ the stud!) in the videos.

The most embarassing thing has come to light, however. Whenever I’m having sex with my wife, I’ll start to go, uh, “soft” and I have to think and concentrate on the idea of sucking cock to get hard again.  ~blush~

Anyway, tomorrow is the big day where I go to a “beauty consultant” and have  a makeover.  Advice on how to wear makeup and apply it and the basic essentials and colors that I need will be the purpose of this foray into my life as Tanya.  Needless to say, until my call with Ms. Cecilia today, I was a tad apprehensive, but now I’m sure that everything will work out ok.  One of the more interesting things is that whenever I finish a call with her, I have a certain sense of clarity and purpose that lasts for several days at least.  I knew there was a reason I needed to call her more often!

Well, I’ll post an update tomorrow after I get back from the shop!

ttfn,

Tonya